I need words

I miss having them in my life. It seems like things have all just gotten covered up painted over and over done by this last ten weeks.
I havent had time to write
energy to write
its been terrible
this is terrible
the sun is up
it can’t be that terrible if the sun is up

the sun will kill us all one day
maybe the year iam supposed to graduate

maybe I will graduate early
maybe I can’t take it here anymore

maybe the only person who really loves me is my cat.



what does that even mean is it something like

Per Haps

or something like

Some Thing

me thing
things me sew

sewing me things
things I sew for Womens Film

my final project a quit of sorts a sort of quilt if I let it be sew.

my mother.

soon I will see my mother.